you are the one who can only make me smile

2010-06-01T10:28:00.000-07:00

you make me so lost .

i dont know should i still carry on or should i just go on with life .

can give me an answer ?

when i say that fucker . says he reach home liao to you .

i feel so jealous can ? i was like .. it so obvious that he love you .

why dont you avoid him . but when it so obvious that i love you .

you start to give me all stunts .

if this is what you gonna do .

than i would say sorry . i will still love you .

but you will regret one day down the road when you saw me .

it's hurt deep in my heart . how many scar do you want to leave ?

10 ? 20 ? or more than that ? tell me please .

2010-05-27T08:39:00.000-07:00

It's June Holiday .

1 Month living without her .

can i take it ?

wish to see her right now .

wish she is staying in my house with me .

so that i can see her everyday .

but it will never happen .

missing her . i wish to tell her everything .

but i am scare of her answer .

i have experience it once .

i dont wish the same thing to happen again .

all the stunt you made .

make me feel so heart broken .

i wish to call you "Baby"

if you really accept me .

i promise i will quit smoking .

because i know you dont like smokers .

i dont mind if you want to study .

i can accompany you .

if you fall i will help you up .

i promise that i wont let you drop a single drip of tear for me .

when you need me i will be there right away .

i will lend you my shoulder to lie on .

if you are angry i can let you whack .

this is what i can do for you .

because my love to you is unforgettable .

because i tried to give up on you once .

and i cant make it .

how hard i tried . my heart is still with you .

you are my first love .

i have tried many thing to forget you .

Clumsy the only thing i can say to you is .

PLEASE BE MINE .

i promise that i will give you a good life with me .

2010-05-22T13:27:00.000-07:00

it has been months since my last post .

*FISHING!!*

today wake up at 10am after drinking and get myself drunk .

prepare and go for fishing at old changi village.

with Lester,Shao Wei,Xiong and Wesley.

having fun with them .. and i caught 2 cute fishes lol .

and reach home by 12 .

"The Losers"

prepare and go and catch up a mid-night movie .

with JunHao,Joey,Serena,Leon,ChinTat,Ben and He Xuan

reach there around 1 .

walk in to jurong point and found out all of them are separated from each other for some issues .

and i was not happy with that .. i feel like going home .

the loser is a nice show with a ending i don't understand . -.-

i felt so left out eh . all alone .

FUN LEH !! -.-

To The One I Love :

cheer up my dear .

whatever happen I will be just right beside you to lend you my shoulder.

Don't ever ask me why I love you so much .

Because I don't know the answer either.

I only know that .

My Love To You Is Unforgettable

well i think it wrong for me to be there yea ?

what the point of you all walking separately ?

not happy can just don't watch the bloody dam show and just go home .

and by the way i feel like i am being left out .

i am not very welcome by certain peoples .

so next time if you guys want to ask me out .

ask everyone in the group this question first .

Do you guys welcome me ? think twice and confirm .

i dont want to go out and felt unhappy .

2010-04-26T03:14:00.001-07:00

sometime i am really thinking .
why cant you treat me like you treat others .
am i really that bad ?
ya i admit i have a bad history .
but so what ?? i am changing right now .
i want to be a better man .
i do have a tattoo and i do smoke ..
a man who smoke and have a tattoo mean gangster to you
that is what you think ..
but you didn't even try to understand me ..
what you think is always i am a bad guy a gangster .
and you keep avoiding me . do you know how much you hurt me ?
you dont know ! once i try to give up on you . but i cant ..
if we cant be together we can just be friend i dont mind .
but seeing the way you treat me i cant take it .
when i was at home . i feel like crying .
when i was outside i keep everything .
no one really know how i feel .
and no one could change it .
it only you who can change everything
i just wish that you can treat me as a friend than avoid me .
i cant write anymore .. if i continue .. my tears will drop .

2010-04-20T07:13:00.000-07:00

hello haha today dam fun :)
when school as pernormal
afterschool went home
3:45 meet serena Wei ren at 851
eat chicken chop rice
afterthat Joey join in eat finish le
head to pioneer mall mac and than 744
with hao chin tat vinod Serena Wei ren Joey he xuan
dam funny .
1st - vinod disturb Wei ren when he doing a basketball stun this is where the fun part came
2nd- 2 of them play jump style haha and then SERENA CHONG fall down from the chair haha funny
3rd- Wei ren tired Liao drag ah hao in
4,5,6th- ah hao keep running away
7th- ah hao and vinod challenge running haha ah hao run like hai pai tian xin de da lang
8,9th-lazy to write
back home

2010-04-13T05:13:00.000-07:00

yesterday post. is posted today ..
wake up as usual . smoke bath eat . go school
MT-Sleep in class dont wish to listen to that xia lan kia ..
EL-go sit beside yu ting talk cock ..
PE-ah pang nv come so do what i was doing in the previous lesson . bluff jamal that we always go recess 5 min earlier so todsay we must go 5 min earlier also .. than he let us go . haha
Recess-go down book sits for the girls. when to buy food .. come back sit there .. and watching yu ting food got eat by bird haha .. funny la .. than make her need to waste money to buy 1 more plate haha ..debbie any how say me siak sad liao la .. i so good help you guyws book table leh ..
MATH- ah tan also nv come !! my mt teacher took us . watch movie dont know what title .
CPA-yay last period liao .. no m ore cs for us:C go facebook and than go play mahjhong at viwawa school end . walk to foyer stand there wait for nana and joey . cause we going kbox need to know the time .2 reach home take lappy bored in toilet . watch naruto . distrub yuting. 230 head down to 821 meet up with serena wei ren and joey . take 243 to jurong point . walk to safra kbox . although only the 4 of us but its fun okay !! Oh ya . forgety to mention . while we walking serena slipper spoil haha . so we straight go kbox . and 6 we went of .and did something to serena slipper . go back namdai . go 732 . slack till 10 with xuan hao tat joey serena .. and finally home sweet home =D

today
bo go out whole day watch naruto .
too busy so will cut the post till very very short ..
wake up smoke bath eat .. go sch have fun
go home .. done

2010-04-11T03:26:00.001-07:00

sorry sorry late for posting as yesterday was to lazy to post ..
hmm where should i start ..
wake up at 1.30 on msn call joey.c
dota ..2.55 go down 821 to meet up with friends.
hao , xuan , leon , nana , weiren , coelina , terence , chin tat , joey , nixon , sasa
and head down to marina square to watch the movie title "Date Night" no regret watching it . it was funny . and after movie when outside to smoke and than when we was about to go suntec hao chintat terence coelina went home .. and left us there . so we head to sun tec de arcade and have some games .. and than go eat . after eating .. head back to jurong .. go 744 slack awhile than home sweet home .. hee

today whole day at home so dont need to post much ^^

i love you more than words can define .
the choice is your .. no matter what ..
i wont give up .
that is my way of loving you ..

2010-04-08T02:20:00.000-07:00

苏永康爱一个人好难

你说你还是喜欢孤单
其实你怕被我看穿
你怕属于我们的船
飘飘荡荡靠不了岸

时到如今没有答案
我的真心为你牵荡
不管相见的夜多么难堪
渐渐淡淡的说爱是不爱

想要把你忘记真的好难
思念的痛在我心里纠缠
朝朝暮暮的期盼永远没有答案
为何当初你选择一刀两段
听你说声爱我真的好难
曾经说过的话风吹云散
站在天平的两端一样的为难
唯一的答案爱一个人好难

2010-04-06T07:15:00.000-07:00

wake up at 6.50 today .. take cig smoke in toilet bath and eat MAGGIE MEE !! went to school .. saw her ..
Music watch boys over flower .
IT play cs and kao bei teacher .
PE play basketball and fooling around with friends.
Recess having cai fan .
Cpa play cs and kao bei teacher waste my time.
ENglish do comment test while listening to my MP3
Go home take things head to susan house give back her thing .
headed home bath got out .
wow .. today having a trip to NUH with wei ren serena joey.C zhong yi wei han to visit yong chin father . his hand got infection because of yong chin cat bite him . need to go for operation .. and is getting well soon .. when down to kopitiam to eat.. the yong tau hu is delicious but the mee give very less .. 10 mouth of it .. and the mee is gone .. A good advice to you is ADD MEE .
after that wei han and zhong yi go home . serena wei ren and me accompany joey.C to Bugis reach there .. guess what . 10 min later we head back to nam dai liao .. go to wei ren house . slack . serena and i too bored liao .. chatting on msn with her when she is one sit away from me .. haha .. COOL RIGHT !! end here le bah .. BYE !!

dont need to worry i will be there whenever you need me ..
i know if i really tell you this you will not come and find me .
but you will go find SI BOTAK !!
hais .. what to do . afterall i am just a failure .
it a stubborn thing to do to step into *****
now i regret .

2010-03-26T03:42:00.000-07:00

worse friday ever .. having a headache . hais .. today when school .. first period cpa .. when to see your fb wall and than go for c.s .. than p.e .. shutter run .. 11.25 sec slow siak .. bo bian i fat mah .. -.- than when up to hall for a nap .. than go for math .. do nothing due to some reason .. english last period woot .. also do nothing .. playing with camera haas .. go down to see your face for a few minute and when home with joey(Owner)................................ dont want write liao .. find it out yourself bah . dont have the f(_)cking mood to post today ..

why are you playing with me in this way
i want to quit this game . it not fun at all
hais. fine .. i know this is not for me to choose .
it for you to choose . gonna break down soon .
MY HEART ACHE !!~ =C

2010-03-13T11:01:00.001-08:00

today wake up at 9+ by my sister . than slack till 3 pm go down meet leon joey hexuan and hao .. and head to plaza sing .. when to watch happy go lucky .. quite nice and funny .. than saw bao er and co .. things happen .. 10 plus when back jurong .. slack at 7 head for awhile .. and head home .. blah blah

2010-03-09T06:23:00.000-08:00

today go school fun eh .. D&T me and xuan nothing to do .. decided to go for a walk .. walk to 3rd floor see li ying class no ppl sian .. than go 4th floor .. find leon and saw her ..cute eh .. haha .. than dont know that kuku jana was at next door class .. me and xuan walk happily through his class .. and than suddenly .. he xuan and yi hong what you two doing down here .. than i was like what the fuck .. so suay la .. than go back class bring D&T file go all the way down to court yard sat down under the hot sun do D&T lmao .. fun eh .. the first sun tent in school . than after 1 period go back class . and than than than ... last 2 period english class . xuan was sleeping haha .. jana just walk in .. and down he go again with nixon and fatin .. haha ..fun eh .. after that go back home .. 3 plus go down meet venessa , joey , he xuan , leon , vinod , guang wei and head to jurong point meet up with khan and ben .. lmao .. wait for the TOOPID terence fucking dam long .. do the cake eat long john go minitoon artbox popular koda photo shop just for prepairing kuku hao present !! than headed down to 815 at 7 plus wait for hao come down .. we were having fun .. took pictures will update it asap .. due to my com prob ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUKU HAO !!!

2010-03-05T22:28:00.000-08:00

fun day outside yesterday . too tired to post yesterday so now i am posting ..
yesterday after go home prepair than meet up joey under her house .. go buy cig
than go meet serena , terence and coelina and head to polyclinic due to JOEY chUA want to check out what happen to her ear .. let me tell you what happen .. it has a hard object in her ear . so she cant hear properly so next time please shout in her ear lmao .. after that serena go meet her friends and we go catch up a movie title "being human" it a funny movie . must watch it .. wont regret de .. promise .. the movie end le terence and coelina when home . me and joey walking around jurong point like idiot like that waiting for the 2 kuku HE XUAN AND LEON. they came .. we take bus 11 to 744 slack .. they 2 kuku wake dam fast bodoh .. never wait de . after that ..hao and tat came . me and xuan send joey home . Xuan accompany me go home bath . than meet up with tat hao and leon again .. when sfra .. till 5 plus go home ..

2010-02-27T13:07:00.001-08:00

woot .. fun day going out with friends .. haha .. watched DEAR JOHN .. BOring movie .. all thanks to ben !! lmao .. hais .. thinking of her .. it been 6 years man . i am not very sure what are you thinking right now .. but i am very sure that .. i really love you that deep .. and it will never change .. maybe it will change .. see how it goes lor .. FAIL IN SLIMING DOWN .. haha .. why am i so lazy man !! go for not even 1 month stop everything liao .. hais .. all CNY fault la .. rest for 3 days than lazy liao .. hais .. trying to get back the mood toward slimming down again .. NO RICE NO TIBIT NO thIs NO THAT .. only noodles .. lmao .. it hard man ! trying really hard to get use to it .. okay end here ..will post when i got further event night guys .. gonna sleep liao .. YAWN ..